We got the call that the deployment has been moved up by a significant amount. We are officially in our countdown window. I am not loving this
Tonight is my scheduled "fall apart night" Dh is at work and I am about to put all the kids to bed. I plan to have a long hard cry and get it out of my system. I can't keep walking around fighting back tears all day long. Then it is on to the planning phase.
You know what I hate the most? That I have a routine in place for this.
Six LONG months.